Offside: A Bad Boy Sports Romance Page 6

  I know he’s bullshitting, just because he has to.

  Harrison gives me a book to study. It’s like a fucking bible full of formation patterns and code words that he treats like an ancient scroll. It’s my homework. That and working out how to put the pads on the right way round. To be honest, I’m not used to wearing a helmet. If anything it feels even more dangerous than not wearing one.

  “Good work today, Jasper. You did alright.”

  Harrison doesn’t sound all that convinced. I want to tell him I did alright, but the rest of the team are shit, but I don’t think it’ll go down too well if I do. It’s clear why they’re not winning though. If this is what they call a training session it’s obvious why they’re getting overrun in the games. Half of the players didn’t do anything today but run around like headless chickens. The rest just pounded my ass, which isn’t exactly going to give them much practise for when we play for real. I don’t even know this game but I can see where they’re going wrong in the build up. That and the fact that everyone seems out of shape after the summer.

  When we are getting dressed, Penny makes an appearance and Topher makes a show of letting everyone in sight know she’s his.

  When he’s finally let her go, she makes her way over towards me.

  “Go alright?”

  “Couldn’t have gone any better.”

  “I saw. Looks like you’ve taken a pounding.”

  “It’ll fix.”

  “I’ve got good news. Here.”

  She takes a cell phone out of her bag and passes it over to me.

  “It’s old, but it works.”

  “I hope you’ve left your number on it.”

  She ignores that. “I’ve arranged an advance for you too, just until you get your card working, and I’ve checked you into a better hotel in the city. You move there tomorrow.”

  “Thank you.”

  Topher makes his way over to us and puts a protective arm around Penny.

  “So, how did he do?”

  “English? He’s shit. He’s worse than we are.”

  Topher smiles his shit-eating grin at me.

  “It’s going to take half the season for him to realize what the fuck we want him to do, the other half to actually do it. He makes Mosley look like J.J. Watt.”

  “Hey!” Mosley complains.

  “Better than you expected then?”

  “Not worth the money we are paying him, that’s for sure.”

  I shower, pull on some new clothes and get ready to head home. When I’m done, all the other players apart from Topher have already bolted. I think Topher’s stuck around to give me a lift back to the motel, but he’s only hanging around until Penny’s finished work. With the first game of the season only a few days away, Harrison and Penny seem to be up to their eyeballs in organization work. This part of the setup has always confounded me, which is why I’ve stuck to playing ball, and staying as far away from the business side of things as possible.

  Up in the office Penny gives me a couple of hundred bucks to see me right until the bank lift the ban on my card and phones a taxi to take me back home to the motel. She offers to do it herself, but I tell her not to worry. She seems like she’s got her hands full with that prick Topher, and something else seems to be bugging her as well so as much as I’d like to take her out to the bar and sit with a beer and chill out again like last night, I figure I’d best leave her alone.

  In the evening I phone home. Mom’s the same as always and there’s been no change on the ban, even though the appeal has been accepted and a date has been set to review. Dougie tells me they are putting that lanky fuck Jones in my starting place although they’re holding back my number until I get back from here. That’s something I suppose.

  As I crawl into bed, my whole body hurts like hell. Tomorrow I’ve got to do the same again and pretend it’s not affecting me, and tomorrow I know for a fact they are going to go twice as hard for the shit I gave them today.

  Penny

  We’ve got the Jaguars here on Saturday and they are going to kill us. There is no way we can win that game, even with a whole team of Jasper Stones. He did well today, I’ll give him that, despite not knowing what the fuck he was supposed to be doing. Topher’s an asshole and I’m pissed at him for treating Jasper like he did, especially because he’s supposed to be looking after him not pushing him to the fucking limit.

  “He can handle it, and if he can’t we don’t want him anyway.”

  “You’re lucky I don’t tell Dad.”

  “Who do you think told me to test him like that?”

  “You’re both as bad as each other.”

  “I didn’t see Jasper complaining. And what do you care anyway?”

  “I don’t want him injured.”

  “Right.”

  “You think he’s going to be ready?”

  “Jasper? Listen, Penny, I know you think this guy is some kind of genius, but I just don’t see it. One, he doesn’t know the rules, two, he’s dumb. The amount of times he got sacked today.”

  “And how many of those times could he have avoided it?”

  “If he was good enough, all of them.”

  “What have you got against him anyway?”

  “Against English? Nothing. With or without him we are going to lose anyway so it doesn’t matter.”

  “Then you better make sure you play as well as you can.”

  “I can’t carry a whole team.”

  “You don’t think it’s the other way round?”

  “Careful, Penny.”

  “Just go easy on him, ok? This isn’t his game, or his country.”

  “Exactly my point.”

  “You’re such an asshole sometimes.”

  “I’m not the one that invited an unwanted guest here. None of the players want to fight for their position against someone that isn’t even a football player, just ask Mosley. Ask your dad, he doesn’t want him here either.”

  “You might change your mind when you start winning.”

  “That’s never going to happen.”

  “Then what chance have you got?”

  “The sooner Moxlin collapse, the sooner I can leave.”

  I can’t believe I’ve just heard him say that. “If Dad heard you he’d make that fast track.”

  “Then I better not let him hear me.”

  I leave Topher to play computer games and head upstairs. Our relationship has never exactly been stable, but lately it’s been about as rocky as it gets. It could be the stress of the team, it could be the countless times he’s cheated on me or it could be that I just don’t love him anymore, I’m just not sure. We started out so well, and the first six months were as good as any, right up until I caught him with that slut of a cheerleader. Dad doesn’t know anything about any of that at all, because I know if he did, Topher would be shipped out without another word. He’s on his final warning. I know I’m a dumb ass for going back to him, but it’s hard to resist an athlete. I just think sometimes I’ve fallen for the wrong one.

  I turn to thinking about Jasper. Of all of the stories I’ve read about him, of all of the girls he’s slept with, he’s never been unfaithful. Alright he doesn’t hang around with any one girl for too long, but at least he doesn’t cheat on them like pretty much every single other sports star I’ve ever known.

  I know a few of the girlfriends of our players and if there is one common theme amongst us all, it’s that each one of our men can’t keep his dick in his pants. After the last time, Topher and I moved in together so I could keep an eye on him, and as far as I can tell, it’s worked. He says he loves me, and it’s taken me a while to believe he means it again. I guess only time will tell if it’s true.

  I wonder how long it’s going to take Jasper to find someone special here. That accent is enough alone to make a girl’s panties melt. If I wasn’t with Topher, I’d find it pretty difficult to resist his advances, if I thought he was serious, of course. I know he’s just messing around, and it wouldn
’t be right for me to get involved anyway. The last thing I’d want is to get attached only for Jasper to piss off back to England. I could always go with him, but my life is here at the club. I couldn’t leave the Tigers behind, and I know for a fact that Jasper couldn’t give up his beloved rugby. Dad would kill me as well.

  It’s a good job I’m not single because if I was it might be a hard thing to refuse. Jasper’s a good looking guy. He’s a bad boy too, much more so than Topher, and that’s just the kind of thing that turns me on.

  Of course, I knew that when I convinced Dad to sign him. I knew he was exactly the kind of thing that made my stomach feel like it was being overrun with butterflies, only it’s a thousand times as strong having him here in real life. I knew it wouldn’t matter how I felt though. I’ve got Topher and I’m not the kind of girl who believes in cheating. It’s nice to look though and even nicer to dream.

  “What are you thinking about?”

  Topher’s standing in the doorway staring at me.

  “The team.”

  “You know the house is a tip, Penny.”

  Fucking hell. Talk about perpetuating traditional stereotypes. “So clean it.”

  “It isn’t my job.”

  “It’s not exclusively mine either.”

  “What are we having for dinner?”

  “Fucking hell, Topher. Is that what you came up here to ask me?”

  “I’m an athlete, Penny. Your athlete. You’ve got some responsibility to look after me as well you know.”

  I almost laugh at that. It’s been like this for a while. Topher has no idea how to look after himself and if I don’t cook, he ends up eating only take out. Then Dad gives me shit for not looking after him.

  “I’m not your mother, Topher.”

  “I’m going to order pizza. We need to clean the house Penny. It’s a mess.”

  And then like that, he’s gone again. For all his plus points, Topher has just as many negatives. He’s been mollycoddled far too much in his life which is why he’s like he is. Getting him to clean up after himself is an act of complete and utter frustration. I didn’t realize just how bad he was until we moved in together, but he doesn’t know how to cook, or to put on laundry. Dad reckons it’s normal for someone like him. Dad forgives a lot of his star quarterback and I have to put up with the shit.

  Alright he can throw a ball a hundred yards, and when he pays me attention, which is less often than I’d like, he’s the cutest guy in the world, but if he has to look after himself on his own, he just falls apart.

  When Topher and I got together, I wasn’t interested in looking after a child and I made sure he was aware of that. I want a man for a boyfriend, not someone that is only interested in me if I wash his clothes, cook his dinners and turn a blind eye when he fucks a prostitute. Sometimes I think I’m way too forgiving for my own good.

  I cook for us both, only because I need to eat. I don’t put laundry on and I don’t clear up after him. When we go to bed, and because he knows I’m pissed off with him, he withholds his affection and makes a point of doing so.

  I’m tired of his mood swings but I’m too tired for another argument with him, arguments we seem to be having constantly recently. If it’s not about the housework it’s about sex or lack of it. When we work we are amazing, but recently we’ve just not been connecting like we used to.

  With the lights out my thoughts return to Jasper. I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t help imagining what he’s like and what we’d be doing if it was him lying in bed next to me and not Topher.

  Three.

  Jasper

  Game day. Guess where they’ve got me playing. Up in the fucking bleachers with the yummy mummies and the rest of the wives and partners. I thought I was going to start. That’s why I’ve been busting my balls in training for the last two days taking a beating from every single side that comes at me, and concentrating on the book bible Harrison gave me for homework at any other free moment, even though it’s obviously had zero effect. Why the fuck they’d even bother bringing me in if they weren’t going to play me beats the hell out of me.

  “Not ready.”

  “Not ready is bullshit, Harrison, I’m ready.”

  “If Topher says you’re not ready, you’re sitting out until he says you are.”

  The trouble is, Topher knows I’m a better athlete than he is, and twice as good as everyone else. He’s not going to stick me in the team so I can embarrass him, not for as long as he can avoid it.

  At least Penny’s on my side. She can see my potential even if her dad and her boyfriend can’t. I reckon she can see more than she’s allowing herself to let on as well.

  The game is a fucking mess. I’ve learned more in the last two days from Harrison’s book than I knew at all about American football before coming here, and if this is the strategy they are supposed to be following, they are absolutely butchering it. I’d say something, but no-one’s asking my opinion. The girls I’m sat with are pretty, but they don’t give a fuck about what’s going on. They know even less than I do about the game, which is really saying something.

  At the end of the first quarter Topher has been sacked three times and the Jaguars are 14-0 up. We get like two running plays that go nowhere, and the rest of the time we’re on the back foot. Mosley and Jackson move with the speed of pensioners running for a bus. Mosley looks like he’s carrying an injury too, although no-one seems to be doing anything about it. It’s awful. It’s embarrassing. It’s fucking shocking and I know I could do way better than half of the rest of the team, especially if they just passed me the ball and let me run with it. That’s what Mosley is supposed to be doing, but every time Topher lets him have it, which isn’t all that often he ends up at the bottom of a pile of opposition players, all of which are far too strong, and much faster than he is.

  Rugby is split into two halves and for the rest of the time the game kind of flows naturally, so it’s pretty weird seeing it get broken up so much. As soon as the teams get going, something happens and the referee blows his whistle and all of a sudden they stop again and reset formation.

  At half time we are 28-0 down and I decide it’s time to go and have a word with Harrison. In the locker room the mood is downbeat. No-one is saying anything, which is bullshit. Someone should be saying something, and if it’s not Harrison it should be Topher.

  “That how you normally play?”

  “They’re a better team.”

  “Bullshit they are. Put me on.”

  “And lose by even more? I don’t think so.”

  If Dougie saw his team like this he’d sack us all and start again the following week with a whole bunch of fresh players. No wonder this lot don’t win, they seem like they’ve left their confidence at home. They seem like they don’t want to be here at all.

  I sit down next to Topher and he gives me a scowl.

  “Switch it up to the offside, their number sixteen is week. I’ve been watching him throughout the first half.”

  “You giving me advice, English?”

  “I’ve been through the plays. I’ve memorised a few. Atlantis and The Switchback. Anything on the left hand side of the field.”

  Topher can’t help but laugh.

  “You know those are plays they give the kids to work on. That whole fucking book is a basic manual every ten year old knows inside out. Harrison only gave that to you to make you feel better.”

  “You’re bullshitting me.”

  “Carter. What’s The Switchback?”

  “The Switchback? You mean the play the switchback on the left hand side of the field when you pass the ball to the twelve year old and he thinks he’s the king. That Switchback?”

  Carter flashes a grin at me that shows off a whole row of gold teeth implants.

  “Go back to England, Jasper. Go back to your own game.”

  “You’re a fucking asshole.”

  “I’m your captain, and you’ll respect that.”

  I take it up with Harrison.
I’ve been carrying that book around with me for the last few days like my life depended on it.

  “They’re fucking with you, Jasper. That’s got plays in you need to know about.”

  He jabs the book with a bent middle finger. “I wouldn’t have given it to you otherwise. Don’t tell me you’re soft enough to let them get to you.”

  “Put me on.”

  “That’s not going to happen.”

  “You’re going to lose without me.”

  “Then you and I will both have to manage.”

  My hand against his chest shocks him, but I don’t take it away until I’m done.

  “I came here from the other side of the world because you gave me an opportunity.”

  “Penny.”

  “Whatever. I can’t help you unless you let me. Don’t waste me, Harrison. I’m going to learn your game and I’m going to prove to you I can play it better than half of the excuses you have here that are supposed to be athletes.”

  “That your speech is it? You come here out of the wilderness and tell us how to play the game we invented.”

  “The game you are butchering. Fuck, Penny knows more than you.”

  “Careful, Jasper.”

  “Look at this room. No-one is talking to each other. What the fuck are you saying to them? Nothing. How are you going to expect to win if the team don’t talk to each other? Topher can throw the ball, alright, he’s got a solid arm, but if no-one is there to catch it, and nobody cares about it anyway, what’s the point?”

  “Don’t tell me how to run my team.”

  “Then who the fuck else is going to? If I’m here, I’m here to play, and if I play, I play to win. Put me on.”

  Harrison shakes his head. “Five minutes”, he calls to the rest of the team and then barges past me.

  “Tell him to put me on.”

  Topher shrugs his shoulders. “I can’t do anything, English. It’s his team.”

  “You’re going to sit there and let this team beat you. All of you. No-one’s going to say anything. You’re all fucking worthless. You deserve to get beaten.”

  I’ve had enough. Mosley’s got some balls but they’re not big enough to make an impact. Jackson, Carter, Sanchez, Hidalgo, Price, all of those fuckers just eyeball me out of the room, tutting as I go, mouths shut and balls as tight as marbles.